it took us like an hour to prepare those balloons and it took them one second to pop everything * poke poke poke *
this was fun !
they were kind enough to help start the fire!
ladidah-0ing
i’ll update everything tonight, i just dont have the energy to, i went back at 10 u know =(
finalllyyy i can blog. wtf. it has been a week since i last touched the stupid computer. ohwell. i got really grounded for not obeying my curfew and that it was late and my parents was really worried and rahblha blah.. but heck. i cried in the shower and i went really emo but now i’m a-okay.
this week went by real fast. on monday suchen didnt come and i had to spend more time on emo-ing myself. since i didnt have anyone to talk to, and somemore no one beside me is like, weird. ohw ell.
but then on tuesday the chitchat mood came back. taha!
and on wednesday i had a blast with denise
on thursday was the most stupid piano lesson ever
and today, iw ent to school, wearing the LM uni, and it was really nice from the back. in a way. and well, all i had to say was, my legs are so numb coz of the 2 hour plus arrangement of height. and i really like lm now, in a way. it’s really nice and i get to do stuffs. which is, really nice. LOL
didnt actually had any class today. and after school i stayed back tiill SIX. beat that =). and i have lots of pics to post up to.
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really . sitting down in front of the computer, thinking about what actually happend is really a very important thing . reflect what hapened. well. today, was funny =)
it started of with the tuan-hann with skirt thing, it was so stupid! and how the students react and what did miss lum said, it was all just like, ahem, one big family? ohwell. loved everything about today. well, not counting the fact that my parents have to fork out another new sum of money for my music books. but whatever.
i learned from my piano teacher ho to actually ask parents for moneyand some tactics, she really has a thing or two, she’s so cute =). ohwell. alvin said he’ll borrow me the 100dollars worth song-without words, for the exam, but teacher insisted on me having a copy of my own, a collection so called.
and i didnt know that half the girls , more than half maybe ,are so into the princess hours show ^^and there’s another topic to talk about when i’m with them. and did i mention that sometimes that damian may be a pain in the ass, lteraly?
oh and also, i SO FLUNKED EST. not reallylah, i got a 29/30, same withhong liang, but my ESSAY, the stupid REPORT and i so SUCKED.but i still got an 2A =))
i’m not an emotional kid. i’m just aiyan. ohwell. reading other people’s blogs. gave me quite something to think about, but however i dont realy want to be that into thier lives. it makes my memory card just so full. i cant even remember names anymores so that’s how poor i’m getting.
and i still am tired and i cant go on thinking forever. i would love an ice cold mocha and some cold stuffs to go with it. my brains hurt. sometimes it seems, if i just dreamed, somehow you would be here.
thats what. he’s too busy. didnt manage to contact him for the past two days. ohwell. have a date on friday night. wish me =)
ohwell. i’m so tired. school. it was created to ruin everything. today was especially drowsy and it was SO cold. argued with my mom. she actually asked me to bring that god damned oh-so-big umbrella to school and iw ent ballastic. and she just shouted at me to get out of the car. thank god.
everything went fine. i really must stop those adult conversations with suchen, it really makes me think that i’m really dirty but heck. like she said, who doesnt think about those stuffs at THIS stage? ohwell gah-ness. sherry doesnt want to give us back the oh-so-anticipated englishpaper, and we ALL know who’s going to top the class this term. this is HIS results which i think that it’s something like that.
History-94
Chemistry-94
Additional Maths- 88
Modern Maths- 100
Physics- 79
Chinese- 84
Malay- 73( which is REALLY high)
ohwell. he’s just so good and i feel really really stupid sitting next to him during exams. but there’s a good point there lah. hem hem hem. my physics, a 47. not BAD ina way. but there’s room for improvement. ah. spoken by me. howfacinating.
my mind is so complicated nowadays. it’s like there’s no one there whom i can really trust. i hate being the one who whines all about her life, but that’s just happening right now.who really cares about friends forever or lets be bitches like FOREVER. downright, deep inside, you know that’s bullshit because
everyone lives life on thier own. they need friends sometimes but YOU yourself know that you cant depend on them 24/7. you yourself know that these friends someday , somehow will later turn thier backs on you. it’s the fact that i reckon. that’s that.
- dont you dare copy.-
well. what can i say? i woke up, blinking and triple blinking me small little eyes. and got ready for school, just to listen to how well our school did in SPM. to be honest, it’s NOT BAD. i mean, like 10 subjects had a 100% pass. which is like oh-my god. and i just sat there and thought to myself. gosh. what am i doing in this school, i fail subjects. but whatever. period.
today i had back a few subjects. which i dont think i ever wil nail it. and i dont feel that devastated maybe it’s coz that i already did expect these type of results. coz i didnt realy did put much effort.
Add= 11 ( A MISERABLE 11 AND I’M NOT THE ONE WITH THE LOWEST)
Maths- 56
Chinese- 60 ( WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
Malay- 56 ( did a no-no in the other paper )
History- 56
Chemistry= 64
well. i think that’s that happy that i’m not the lowest in any subjects. that’ll be just so humiliating. but i’m still new to these subjects. i’m not junjack who ace everything he does. i’m not sin yoong who practically memorise everything in the history book which earned her a 93, and i’m not samuel nor i’m hong liang. i’m just not anyone that bright. i’m just aiyan the one , the odd one out 4S3. tada. clap clap.
ohwell. i’ve spend today just grieving over my results AND talking non stop. like duh! i’ve not been talking to anyone besides him since the holidays and my mouth hurts very muchie. whee. i just love being all hyper. i dont know. some people just hate me, but i cant be loved my everyone. that’s too saint.
it’s weird how so many people can view your prof in just one day. i checked last night that the number of people who viewed was just 104. then after that picture of mine, it shot to 345. that;s so weird !
and KIMI won. and i love KIMI. he’s like, the fab.
and alvin blackmailed me. he went like, i go tell teacher you left the hall early. what lah, i just left like an hour early >< and he left half an hour early. so what’s the diffrence? XD!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND Hope you do grow wrinkles. i’m still a baby <#3
today. so freaking tired. went out with him to one utama, and ate long john silver. but it wanst that intresting. he was with his clique and i felt so left out. since all they talked about was cars. after music appreciation class, zhuan called and i went like, hey? hello!?!??! and ten he went like, why call me? i went like, I DIDNT, coz he was the one who called. and he went like, oh forgot to lock my phone.
thats what i hate, i’m usually on the top of other people;s contacts and ikeep recieving stupid blank messagesand phone calles
i remember that time where ian called me and i went so berserk coz i thougt someone kidnapped him or something but it turned out that his sister or smthnw as playiing with the phown and just dailled. stupid shit. scared the hell out of me.
he’s so emo.
i had a weird dream last night at the chalet at ipoh. first it started out at school, and everyone was at the round table, tey were talking and something, and here pops out tien yi and i wen tlike, wth!? and i saw elyse at the back of her pointing to a miserable sharperner and went like, that’s all she could get for me . then tien yi came to me and gave ME A SHARPERNER and iwent like WHAT THE HELL…
and then the second part, which i think it was something like this. there was a coffee bean in front of our school, and dc and tcc and hw ?!!?!??! was in there. and iw ent like, what the hell again. i dont know what;s happening to my dreams. and you know what? hw called me a BITCH. !!!!!!!
and also, yan xin died her hair blond and ka poh was wit her. how wieird can my dreams go i wonder. but soemtimes it’s fun to explore the what you called unimpossible.
