aiyan downright.

on no account, or lets say, under no circumstances that i will type this again it’s the third time. and well. as i was saying, under no circumstances that i would NOT sit in the table there and study. it’s  the time of the year where i squeeze my brain juice out and try to force ina huge load of information that i rarely understand. i dont wnat to be last in my class. and the reputation so called, ohwell. i just want to let my classmates know that i’m in a S class because i worked shit for it. and not because oh pure-dumb-luck

i had my nails cut today. i didnt even wait for her to like, check my nails, coz mine are all long and stuff. and to cut off those manicured, polished, long, clean and nice nails is no simple thing to do. but whatever. i have piano class tomorrow. it’s just some thing which i did a day earlier. not too much harm done.

about gossips. sometimes i dont thin ki care about them anymore. but what goes around , comes around. i dont want to talk about them at this stage of my uurh, not life lah, just at this stage. sorry no juicy ones. mainly it’s coz it’s just the same old thing day in day out and it bores me.

i thin ki’m off going to study. but before that, the seven deadly sins.

Gluttony, Vanity, Envy, Avarice, Lust, Wrath , Sloth

today started off hectic. stood infront of the mirror wondering how i should tie up my hair. two ponytails? or just one pigtail at the back and let the rest droop infront? or just pin up one side and go? and well. those time wasted. no hair check also. and well. sat in 4S1 with shin yueh. didnt know why i did that.

and shin yueh stepped on a DEAD FROG. that’s like so eew! and you can see the insides of that poor little froggie. it’snot like she KILLED IT, but the insides are still clear and it’s so yucky. i think there’s no dissection in Bio. but i saw kh they had this FROG Dissection. which is just yucky. i wonder how they can just strip thier insides.

played cards in class. there was this hand, i shuffled, and 4 people played. my smallest card was a 7 spade, and i had all the power cards, picture cards they call. and guess what? tuan hann’s deck was you know what? NO PICTURES> tee-hee. he looked at the cards and went like, aiyan cheat and stuffs. i LOVE both of them. they’re s ofunny. and they make me laugh like 24/7

and besides that, i asked penny about princess hours, and she started off saying how her mother hogged the tv and so she HAD to see it, without any choice, and then she went like, how she got addicted to that show and she watched it in you tube and how you tube doesnt allow people to put tv shows onto the net and how it divides and so on. sometimes i dont really want to talk to her, but when i do, she goes talking a LOT. i dont know!

then rebecca’s pick up line when she wants to flirt is, where’s your hometown? and somemroe, she asked tuan hann. how much do you get a week and TONES OTHER lame-ish stuff. lol.

well. it seems like siti is going to post something to the students corner thing, i think i’ll give it a try. no harm . but like usual, i’m always afraid of failing. failure is such a terrible thing.

somehow or rather i’m gaining friends. in a way. and somehow i think that some students are turning good =). they arent that rebellious as before and they’ve just settle down. that’s so nice to hear ! and first term exams are just round the corner. well. i’m sure to be in the bottom ten if i continue this rate . i want to pace up but they’re always smarter than me. but what’s the point of actually COMPARING?

i still dont understand why people want the FAME.

oh i cant take this anymore. i dont know what the hell happened to my communicating skills, and i want to take up mass communication. it’s turning into a practical joke. nowadays i just talk to the people around me in class. and when i’m like with people-not-in-class, i cant seem to bring up a topic or anything.  and i jsut go like hi.. and nothing else. i lost the way that i talk . oh fuck.

i’ll skip the boring part about how puan tan lin went like, oh it’s so good and welcome back to school and zzzz. fell asleep like immediatly. my beautiful dream was interupted by those kazooming fireworks by the hokiens. and it was just terrible. adding the funeral chantings of my next-next door neighbour.

and i dont know why puan phang is so dead today. she doesnt light up the class anymore. it’s not like she ever did anyways but i think that most of our teachers go ballastic about the 3 girls in front ofme. no offence but they go yaking like 24/7 during normal school day. PLUS today was the first day back, so i guess their speed talk doubled. so it went like 48/24/8. =)

double mahts wasnt that bad. she seems to be in a nice mood.i thikn she recieved quite a number of red packets.

SPEAKING OF RED PACKETS.

u know what? my MAID, yes, the KAKAK. so called, she got 100 BUCKS from my grandma and from AUNTY .which makes 200 BUCKS. which is so not fair. and somemore my grandma gave her to drink the rest of the abalone soup. and she basically DRANK ALL OF IT, with 8 SLICES of ABALONE which worth i think, 100 bucks?

gosh she’s so lucky.

me and cousin sis at the Lake Club TOILET, which was porsh.

perfect chicken smthn smthn oscar, with mama crab sauce. licks.

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my lunch was fab. went to the lake club and well. as usual, the usual reunion on my mom’s side. took some photos. but my photo thingy has reached the limit. so gah-zy. it was fun except for the fact that the waiter kept on hushing us coz we were making alot of noise. i dont get thte point, we were the only customers in the orchid rooma nd they go like, can you please be more quiet. and gah.

and i studied for history. oh fuck. i just remembered. i need to get the chinese thingy into my head. those translation and stuffss. it’s on the first day! and malay sastera, and english literature, i still dont get the drovers wife, she is insane. and CHEMISTRY, what are MOLES?!

看到你看着我的冷漠眼神，我已经明白，

我们两个离别的日子已经到来。

以前的一切只是错觉，我会努力冷却记忆。

我不会再继续骗自己，装作什么也不知道。

这不是爱情，

看看我们之间的眼神，

分手没什么大不了，

不要为已经结束的事情再伤神。

我惟一对你的期许，

在你的眼睛里出现别的爱情之前，

让我离开，让我离开。

I’mgonnaleavenow,

我不会再对你有感觉，

让我们的爱情随风而逝

rah blah blah. went to ampang today, to visit uncle chong at his apartment. and gawd, he had 3 siamise cats. and they were HUGE. and gawd. so fat. like pregnent mamas. i’m so lazy to post the pictures up, since my phown is charging. and it’s taking ages to do so.

well. if anyone plans to give me something, this book is much appreciated. THIS BOOK gawd i’m so adddicted that that show. and so is denisetan. i c an just talk all about it. but sadly no one loves them in my class. nerdish.

going to read the book online. tataz!

•°¤*  creating a diversion *¤°•

just came back from family gathering thing. honestly saying. i dont really like going to gatherings. all they do is compare their kids and stuffs like that. it’s not like i’m an anti-social person, but somehow id ont like it. wheter the food or the mood. ( hey it rhymes~)

well. it started off ok, untill my aunt asked me, aiyan, since when did you start drinking wine? and dear old aiyan went like, oh, not long ago. i was suprised my mom actually let me drink it. it’s not like i never drank it before. i’d always love another glass.

and well. after that all they talked about was austrailia. i still dont know why they love that country so much. yeah. it maybe a very nice scenic country, with lambs and grass and naked women during summer. it’s not bad as a country. well. i know just too many people there, so this criticsm is not going anywhere.

and why am i using italic ? i can just go back to normal already. then we went talking, actually not we, THEY. i just sat there, looking, listening and reading thier lips. yes  i can lip read. this is what my uncle said to my mom

aiyan should wear the headband in a way that pulls all her fringe back so that her face can look longer.

( hem hem. my face is not THAT round. )

then he said something about going online and search : teenage behaviours, why. i went like, WTH! then there goes the austrailia thing all over again. sigh. i dont want to hate them. but i dont know why i’m being all so moody. it’s like, i’m bragging like there’s no tomorrow.

                                 – nostalgic melancholy – 

wait. i’m not finished yet

my chinese new year resolution/ new year

get a new handphone

sit next to a nice girl

get my valentine a great gift

go kill murphy

dont blog too much

dont talk to your blog

get rid of the stench in my room

get a new lap top. this one is ancient

went to one utama with su chen. gosh. music and lyrics so rock. they tear the house down !

one u that deserted. gawd

what’s so cool is that we bought this for each other, without knowing it’ll end up the same design =).

she can so take a job for colgate. gosh

too sweet.

so that’s much my day. i’m going to start photoblogging. a picture tells a thousand words they say. LOL. went out to one utama and stuffs. watched music and lyrics, it really rocks. that song is just so nice. cant take it out of my head. and hugh grant is kinda hawt. although sc doesnt think so. =(. saw careen and this guy in MPH. i dont know , just automatically said hi, GAH. ohwell. having a dinner tomorrow night, and there’s piano lesson =(.  need to cut my nails. take off the manicure and everything. GAH. well. worst come to worst kena marah by teacher only =).

see i so good =). go out also study !

i found the curve fantastic.

always loved BR. a MUST in life

  dining room

   CAM-WHORING.

ok. so i went to the curve today. it was just so nice, the decorations and all. i cant believe that the popular book store is so HUGE and they dont even have a simple moral form 4 text and literature text book. it was frustrating. went bragging. then took some pictures

lurve the petal flower =)

hp pouch with that cute voo-doo doll.

still cant believe it was him. really. big diffrence.

i have time. so i’m going to slowly spill

i dont like people

• who post a bulliten everytime they go offline
• simply adds friends just for the sake of adding and not to make any. just to show that oh, my account’s FULL
• and after that they add a FULLAIYAN there. by thier names.
• who goes around acting oh-so-cute, and that includes boys. it’s so disgusting to see guys go like : 10q 4 adding me owhx!~ niice mweetinng eauu ‘ and so on. LOATHES.
• dont really like girls who takes pictures of thier cleavage and go showing off thier pussies and pictures of them having sex

and that’s just friendster

• people who go bullshiting all about themselves. about how great they are and everythign. it excludes honney bear?
• dont like people repeating stuffs. irritates the ear

that’s all

i dont seem to think that being my friend is hard. i heard someone saying to someone, about me, like thus : you know that girl there, it’s so hard to talk to her she’s not a socialiate. comeon, she didnt get to know me yet. why would she say that? and soemmore in front of me, purposly for me to hear . gah, if she’s reading this, i get around with people. just so you know

today, the first day of new year, i didnt go anywhere except this floral fest. in Jejarum or whatever. i hate flowers. i dont know why. and that place was full of it. got a lil moody lah. but then, after thta when we came back, had a shouting match with mom coz of some stupid stuffs.

this new year is going to be soo boring. dont know what happened to the usual atmosphere. but at least i’m having a better one than some people. so yeah.

life on the fast lane.. is weird in a way

but no short cuts. or else you’ll miss out.