aiyan downright.

ok. today, i didnt see my parents for one whole day. and wehn i came back after piano, it wasnt that great either. i got scolded by my dad ! grr ! i just asked him , did he have heavy breathing, and he went yelling, saying things like : you call me to stop breathing now is it? its so IRRATIONAL. and he kept on yelling. and i was just staring at the laptop. didnt know whats best for me to do then keep quiet. i dont understand my dad.

ohwel. enough about him. i dont want you to be bored and saying that this is a not-worth-it post. 

suddenly i think that lots of guys are talented in a music-ish way. i dont know, name one person, who can play the piano so well, with emotions, plays electric guitar, and the violin and sings? name me a person who has a DIPLOMA in VIOLIN , is inthe Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre and has a grade 8 in piano, that i think, and is my best-est guy friend? name me a guy, who can play the piano superbly, and he is one of the top guys in school, as in acedemic wise, and also a very good prefect? name me a GUY who used to be the afternoon session head prefect and has a huge bunch of friends and plays the piano like eating. i dont know whats got into boys. i used to think that piano is so not a guys thingy. but i guess i got it wrong

oh this holidays will be the most boring one. i have another 28 more days to my PMR results. and i’m already starting to have wierd dreams about my results. here goes.

we were in the hall, and me and my oh-so-cute helena and we were at the 3B3 counter, waiting anxiously for our darling ms. Poon to take her god own sweet time to come. and helena got 8A’s!!! and i got a MEAR 3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant take this pressure anymore. gotta let it all flow. come on gurl. music.

i know you can see right through me, so let me go, and you’ll find someone new.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most
us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice,
solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our
wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with
us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour
of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not
healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a
friend who cares.

that was what i wrote out of boredness. but i like it in a way it inspires me.

i cant believe i’m going to go to one utama all alone. but whatever. i get money and i get to spend it. i’m going to shop all day long. i want to go with tien yi, but i dont know whether she’s back from bangkok yet. and i called amanda and foong ling, but they arent availeble. and also yue vern. argh ! ohwel. nothing wrong going to one utama, catch a movie, buy my longing sunglasses, and also those beads necklace. oh. going to have a hell of a time !1

ee !! dont use my blog as a chattie space weyh >< go chat in msn lerh.

gambate in spm everyone. love you !

When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said,

"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,

The beaten and the damned?"

He said

"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"

Because one day I leave you,

A phantom to lead you in the summer,

To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said,

"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,

The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she’s watching over me.

And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.

When you’re gone we want you all to know We’ll Carry on,

We’ll Carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on

Carry on

We’ll carry on

And in my heart I cant contain it

The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams

Your misery and hate will kill us all

So paint it black and take it back

Lets shout it loud and clear

Do you fight it to the end

We hear the call to

To carry on

We’ll carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on

We’ll carry on

And though you’re broken and defeated You’re weary widow marches 

On and on we cary through the fears

Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me cause

I could not care at all Do or die

You’ll never make me

Cause the world, will never take my heart

You can try, you’ll never break me

Want it all,

We wanna play this part

Wont explain, I said i’m sorry

I’m not ashamed,

I’m gonna show my scar

Give a cheer, for all the broken Listen here, because it’s who we are!

I’m just a man,

I’m not a hero

Just a boy, Who has to sing this song

Just a man,

I’m not a hero

I — don’t — care

We’ll carry on

We’ll carry on

Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on

We’ll carry on

And though you’re broken and defeated You’re weary widow marches on

Do or die, you’ll never make me

Because the world, will never take my heart

Though you try, you’ll never break me, we want it all, we wanna play this part

Do or die, you’ll never make me

Because the world, will never take my heart

Though you try, you’ll never brak me, we want it all, we wanna play this part

come on lah. i talk about people whom i interact with in everyday life mr.kwong. and u ought to know. after reaeding god knows how many posts. he’s nice. but a smoker and drinker. eew ! but a very nice friend lah. always saying lame jokes =D

today, nothing happened. i wasnt planning to post but since i had to answer someone’s question.

today. hectic. went to the sunny yee thingy at SEGI COLLEGE ss2, which was SO CROWDED, i thought that place was going to be packed. but those people that were crowding the whole hall was just those students there. so it ended up not so good. th talk was really boring in a way and intresting. i mean, how intresting can studies be? and i just found out that i AM A SCIENCE STUDENT. my mind does critical thinking. and so, i made the right descision to enter that stream.

and then, i went for singing class. which was just like usual. but it was just more boring.

and then, i went to pelangi yamaha for class. piano. it was really fun. and zhuan zhuan offered to drive me home. i didnt know his house was just at the back of mine. he not only smokes, he lies to parents, he gets frunk occasionally and he has this really sweet ex-gurlfriend. i eman, form 5 , drives, good studies. hmm..

alwin smoked and made the fire alarm drigger. AHAHAH

yesterday was 15th of november, the start of SPM and well, i heard that the BC paper was easier than usual. i got an sms from zhuan2 at like last night asking me whether i know likee anot >< i feel really blur. i dont recall on going to sunway piramid >< besides, i DONT GO THERE. thats like the other side of the planet for me. please aiyan, dont be perasan, maybe someone just so happened to have the same name as you. ok. chill. so, i sms-ed zhuan2 till like pokkai d. and it was stupid. didnt see him in piano today. like duh. SPM weyh. everyone’s killing themselves right now. burning the midnight oil. i guess that if i stop taeching those little midgets piano, maybe go sell some midnight oil, i’ll get money. ok. cold joke. i get it. dont curse me.

i went on like 6 smthn yesterday and is aw hao wei on, i just went like, grab your guts and wish him happy birthday, its not like he’s going to grab a knife and go murder you right? so i just im-ed ( for those of you who doesnt know what IM means, it means instant message ) and we just chated ! like friends, its like, we both know that there’s no use like avoiding each other so we just be friends again. there’s no HARM towards that right? and he went like

 I’m a BANANA, i went like : last time i checked, you speak chinese, and he went like : and who did you check from ms.? and aiyan went like erhh.. you told me ?! and he went like : oh.. yeah ! i forgotten. sorry. 

i dont know. but its like, he’s really the blurest guy that ie ver seen alive. when i wished happy birthday, he said : oh, yeah. thanks.  !!! so there’s actually people who like FORGET their birthdays. how intresting. 

ohwel. enough about hao wei. lets turn the topic back to me, aiyan the great. i need to go back to school for the stupid mathss thing. the teacher is freaking me out ! he’s so GOOD and so are some people there. and i feel really stupid being in the same class as them. and u know Lee Xin Yi? the headmistress’s daughther? she’s one UGLY duckling who likes to flirt and she admires herself so freaking much that she swings her hair everytime a guy walks pass. hope the Flies and the Lice wont like fly all over. shiver me timbers.

ok. so now. this will be the longest post ever. MSN MSG IS DOWN god damned it ! ok. u know about couples? there are some guys who desperately wants gurls, for example the guys walk at the back of the gurls, like kunheng and cyindi.  gosh. but they are a couple. so wahtever. and there’s the Joel and Michelle type. Michelle is so hard up for Joel and she goes all gatal about him. uuurghhh. not Joel Thean, Joel Lim. gosh., there are so many Joel’s around =D

    BerIbu bintang di langit kini menghilang,
          STPM yang kejam nak datang,
        kesedihan dan ketakutan diperasan,
  bagaimana mengharungi peperiksaan yang ‘kurang’
        cerita stpm senior penuh onak dan duri,
            penderitaan dan kesengsaraan akan diharungi,
              kalau tersedia orang mungkin tak mati,
             akhir stpm datanglarh,MARI   
             
              kenapa saya sedang berpuisi ?
              mungkin baca buku sampai gila ni
              tapi sememangnya ini dah terjadi
              saya mengucapkan selamat maju jaya dalam stpm ni
               
                GooD (tidak menang punya) samaritian Thean peace 

** this is waht you call a sressed up person studying and suddenly being poetic. cheers thean .

i’ve just browsed through friendster and i noticed that there are 3 types of people in the world. one type is those acting so cute type, u know those who has god knows how many accounts, next there are those normal types, like ME ! and lastly there are those porn type horny horny type. they take pictures of thier breast and penis and show is and thier hobbies are like sex and blah. and its really really disgusting, mind you, if you want to go and see, see it for yourself, aiyan the great is not lying.

http://www.friendster.com/33126253
http://www.friendster.com/30219761
http://www.friendster.com/32984783
http://www.friendster.com/photos/31490760/340656936/3213   this PIC IS HUGE !

thast enough porn for the day. amen.