aiyan downright.

sigh.
damn bored today. stayed at home and watched tv. watched Artificial
Intelligence and it was superb so emotional and nice. toking about a mother’s love and importance of love. aww. ohwell. had prayers and ate dumplings . its d day where this guy commited suicide and we have to eat dumplings. how does these connect? that I also don’t know =]. foong ling called at about 12 and we toked bout tones of -important stuffs. time really flies u know, now its already june. I mean.. coming lah. and pmr is just bout 4 months away. I used to think that everything is passing slowly and stuffs. ohwell..

my one day trip to pahang wasnt that bad as expected. took a two hour car ride to pahang and went hiking coz dad and mom were intrested in that peic of land and thinking they wana buy it. ohwell. it was really dull. tried sms-ing ppl for ex. yew tyan,joel,liann,kheexiong,yinnang and yichen. only yewtyan khee xiong and yin nang replied. for gosh sake. i love my phone. it could recieve signals in d jungle. LOL. loved everyone !

quote of d day : i tried to be perfect but nthn was worth it, my life is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting.

to nicholas : I KNOW THAT U ARE GOOD IN MATHS OWKAY. JUST COZ U GOT 99 FOR THE PREVIOUS TEST, IT AINT GONA DO ANY GOOD THIS TERM. MATHS SUCKS.

ok. my blog. today was owhkay.. locked myself in my room listening to musics and i found out that savage garden’s truely madly deeply is kinda nice. lala ! bought a shirt and shoes and some stationaries. gosh. 12 more days of boredness. i want to see my friends ! i want to see ppl taht i love !

i’m beat. i spend the whole day in ikano., first i wnet to d ciniplex, coz i wanted to watch mi3, then d stupid cinima doesnt show this show then i had to just wonder around ikano, curve and ikea with my parents coz it was raining cats and dogs outside. what a day . gone down d drain. 13 days to go.

just came bak from one u, damn, i’m broke. spend bout 100 on d photo stickers and currently waiting for yichen to load them to friendster. so hate life. dont know why, have a bad feeling for d hols. mom says study 2 hours a day, thats insane and as usual, i’m so not going to. bluek

i tell u, i’m really so fucked up. i hate maths. whats all those figures got to do with mah carrer, i really dont see any u know, and i hate kh. ahh. and english, did so many stupid mistakes. why oh why did i take off mah spects and read it, i know mah eyes are sore, i shouldnt have done that, deng. tomorrow going out. lala !

omg. i’m so freakin busted. i think for the 5th time of my life, i think i would fail chinese. u know, the whole class barely had time to even finish the paper u know, then teacher said pens down, everyone;s pens was still up. that prooves how useless she is. bloody fool. and geography aint that bad. tomorrow’s maths and mom’s marking the paper she made me do today, could hear some sighs, guess its one of those days where i let her down agian,

 u know what, I really
never really expected that bi2 would be so though. its just.. aih. damn stupid
lah wei. I’m really Adeline. form 3’s will know if they read this, Adeline is
SO ME. wheeee.science was hell. paper one wasn’t really that bad lah, but paper
two was HORROR. I didn’t even study form 1. wth . deng. I think I’ll fail
science. but for this once, just for this once, I owe everything to yew tyan
and chie hoe owes everything to me. wakakakkaka. tomorrow’s Chinese and I still
belum habis all d ming ju thingy. why must I be born Chinese, SIGHNES> and
geography tomorrow too. well. on the bright side, Friday is coming. wheeeee.
aiyan signing out.

oh dear aiyan, today is your funeral date. oh gosh , I’m so
dead. aih. sejarah was so difficult and bm2 nearly killed me. barely had time
to finish lah. got some tips on science tomorrow, time really flies, on Friday we’re
going out. whheehee. !

ooh.. I’m back. nayayayaya. I feel really stupid with my
mom. she;s lyk so brilliant. oh yealah. she’s the ketua panitia science and
maths wad. duh., her maths is really good. but I really feel lyk a total idiot.
really. I don’t understand a single word that she’s blabbering to me.ahiz. I’m
starting to think. the whole point of the word EXAM is just to lyk test until
what level u are and how much u understand the topic. I don’t need to force 3
years worth of things in may teeny weenie lil brain and force myself to study
it ryt. I mean.. I don’t need to die studying. I have so many things yet to do
and I don’t want to waste my time just blind reading things that I don’t
understand. BUT, all of this, is just a figure of speech, I still need to
study. bluek,