there’z only onr thing i got to say bout today. its so totaly emotional. i aerrived school happily and met cheeseng ^^ he said wei wei tied two ponytails and i went lyk oh my god. ohwel. dhen we proceded to d tapak and sat down, damn it wuz so wet and stuffs. hu would want they’re pinafore’s to b wet and dumpy? of coz i didnt want to sit there, but as usual , was forced by d prefects. dhen suddenly michelle called me out and i went lyk. wut did i do wrong coz jie hui wuz still checkin d ppl in front of me and its lyk not my turn and she went lyk.. someone called me to take out ur bag. ohshoot. so i went out and when d prefects asked them to cut thier nails and none of da prefects lyk..totaly cared bout me. and i wuz lyk a statue standin there. finally they were lyk whisperin stuffs and called me and adele to go out. and she said they wana tok to u. oh for goodnez sake , juz say that they wana spotcheck u.. i’m not that dumb. juz coz they couldnt find my hp yesterday they wana find it today, hu would be so dumb to bring it today? after checkin my bag , they check my socks and said it wuz to short. HELLO !! it aint short compared to astin , purani and otha ppl. da prefects juz asked d students to buy school socks and they themselves dun care bout themselves. where’s d fairnez. eesh. dhen yee hooi went lyk.. no.it wuz michelle. she said dhat this type of attitude willl bring me lots of trouble in d future and blah. and i thought bout last time , i wuz d none sociable and everyone sorta hated me.. i ‘ve been lyin my way through all dhiz time. and suddenly everythin started to come out. how my parents treathed me , how my friends betrayed me , how they dumped me and stuffs. da tears sorta came out all of a sudden. its not lyk i wuz.. beggin for pitynez. i’m writin all dhez out coz i know no one will ever come here. d prefects wont read it and i wana spill everythin in my heart . i’ve tried for so many times toc hange my attitude, my whole self, but i got influence , and at this stage of puberty , ppl tend to change and try smthn new, so throughout da whole day i’ve been thinkin bout d things i’ve done in d past , it may have hurted someone which i dont know and i juz felt so sorry to them. i really tried my best , only they didnt know. and my piano teacher scolded me lyk shit. she went lyk.,. ur so careless and stufs. id idnt havc d mood to do theory coz i dont have da time and she went lyk. u should organiz ur time and BLAH> then i went to popular my dad and me were arguin all day long. wanted to borrow 5 buckz from mom and she went lyk. why u want d 5 buckz for? and crap. i hate them. i want to tell them what happened in school today and they were all focused on stock market. i gota face the fact that i’ve only got me to trust