aiyan downright.

gosh..i’m packed up..going shopin for winter clothes and rushin to but 3 in 1 stuffs..its not lyk we’re going to kunming for a year rytt? oh well

zhi choong and rou ying a couple wor.. i dun really believe it..but ..friends should trust each otha!!
–fl
–ry
–mx
–nic
–sy
–zc
–th
–km
–sh
–cy
–man

–friends foreva ^.^

gosh..i’m so worried bout rong cheng..beh.plz b alright k? you really frighten me outta my bones.. i recieved ur cal and there wuz this cryin sound and no one answered d phone.. pls pls tell me ur ok.. gosh..

wuts d world gotino me..
i wana b alone
and all those stupid msn ppl keep on msgin me
cant they read my stupid nick that i wana b ALONE.>

Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I’ma call you right back
I’m doin’ this mixtape right now
Now back to what I was sayin

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn’t me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don’t wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don’t let it show
Oh baby, I don’t wanna know

Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can’t believe
I don’t need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

I don’t wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don’t let it show
Oh baby, I don’t wanna know

Did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don’t come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

I don’t wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It’s been proven, my love you abusin
I can’t understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don’t even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don’t even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I’m not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don’t wanna let you go (I don’t wanna let you go)
And I don’t wanna let you leave
Can’t say I didn’t let you breathe
Gave you extra G’s (c’mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that’s right)
Now it’s time you invest in me
Cause if not then it’s best you leave
Holla, peace

I don’t wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don’t let it show
Oh baby, I don’t wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don’t let it show
Oh baby, I don’t wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don’t let it show
Oh baby, I don’t wanna know

just broke up..no big deal XD

urm..went to weddin today. d garden wedding wuz nice ..ehhe..i didnt know my uncle wuz that leng zhao X3 ><".. oh well. he kissed d bride..lalala..and had lunch.now i’m lookin forward to d dinner late tonite…ryt more tml..*pinky swear*

don’t think you know me
dun bullshyt bout me
and don’t judge me

i dun give a shit wut other ppl think bout me. honestly. they have no right to judge hu i am or wut i am . i’m juz bieng me and even i dun think its wrong . hu r they to judge me. i’m so fucked up now. juz get lost .

Gosh..mii american cousins are soo nice . benjamins 16 and
hiz damn hot..handsome !!!!!!!! he playz d piano and hiz definitely not a nerd
or a geek . he swins a lot and has tones of muscles . ohwell..hiz my cousin . today..went
to mid valley and bought earrings . it look quite nice though. Walked around
for 7 straight hours . had pizza for lunch . wanted to watch villain. A cute
pigeon cartoon show . butttt not ticks. God damn it . visit muh American cousins
at 5 . one is 16 , Benjamin , one is 13 , Jannie , one is 7 , Camelia , one is
5 , Abigail . they’re nice and cute . well..nthn really happened today , head
hurts though. .lala~

Ohya.. I luv t.a.t.u’s all about us. It’s a very vvery nice
song !!

I used to believe there was so much inside me

That was bursting to come out

To see the world

I used to believe

That I could make a difference

To someone

Somewhere

Sometime

I used to believe

That fairy tales have all happy endings

I used to believe that someone would appreciate me

The way I would appreciate him .

That what was inside me

Would shine..

The way others shined on me

I used to think that I could start a new

A clean state

Wherever I went

Far away where no one knew

Me and my past

I used to think I could create a new face

And that people could see past it

And look inside my heart

My mind..

I tried so hard

To be someone else

To be the people around me

And always failed

But yet being myself

Will never be enough

I will never shine

Just being me

–copyrighted leeaiyan

23/11/05

5.05pm